A catgirl's unnamed life

Chapter 4: Rains and nightmare



You place her in the bathroom and you close the door behind her. She is reluctant to leave your side and she starts looking around desperately for your presence. She didn't want to take a shower right now, she just wants to be next to you and nothing else, she even starts scratching at the door with her small little cat hands.

She continues scratching at the bathroom door desperately and she starts meowing in a pleading tone, it seems like she's calling out for you. She just wants you to let her out so she can be with you once more. She really can't stand being away from you, even for a moment.

You open the door and you see Hanna standing right there, she runs out of the bathroom and she leaps into your arms and wraps her arms and legs around you, not wanting you to leave her ever again. She is really clinging on to you now; she can't take it if you keep your distance from her for too long. She really hates being alone and she loves being in your arms so much, she just feels so safe and secure that she can't really handle being away from you for too long anymore.

You hug her and that causes the two of you are locked in a tight embrace. You feel your bodies press against each other and Hanna's purrs seem to get louder and more intense as you cuddle. She seems to be really enjoying this moment, she is just so attached to you right now and it's really touching. You feel her paws wrapping around your waist and her arms locking around you. She doesn't seem to want to let go of you anytime soon.

You both go on the bed and you sit down. She remains wrapped around you and she is still purring. She looks really relaxed now that she is back in your embrace and she's just holding you tight and feeling the warmth of your body around hers. This is probably the most comfortable she has felt all night, she was quite happy at first with David, but it didn't make her feel as good as she is feeling right now after being back with you. You notice her belly rumbling a bit and it strikes you that she probably hasn't eaten anything yet since she got back, no doubt her belly is feeling pretty empty right now.

The rumbling in her stomach makes her feel a bit embarrassed since it is a reminder that she hasn't had dinner, she is probably very hungry now and she wants to get something to eat. You notice her get a little bit flustered, she looks away and is trying to hide her embarrassment.

-"Do you want to eat?"

-"Mm-hmm." She looks up at you and gives you a small nod, it seems like she really wants to go eat something right now. She is probably feeling very hungry and she would like to have something to eat as soon as possible.

You pinch her cheeks and she lets out a cute tiny "eep" sound, it's like you just awakened something within her by doing that. Her cheeks become red and her face becomes a bit flush as she looks at you, she likes the attention and it seems like she enjoys being treated a bit like a child.

You pick her up and you hold her up in your arms, she is still pretty light despite how you might think she would feel. You can feel her body pressed up against yours as she clings onto your body, and she starts getting more excited to go eat something now.

You head out into the kitchen to make dinner for the two of you. You start with cooking up a nice big pot of creamy pasta with plenty of cheese, it should fill her quite well and she probably won't mind having something so familiar. You keep an eye on her while making food, you can see her waiting eagerly as you prepare food and you can tell that she is definitely looking forward to eating now.

You serve her a big portion of creamy pasta with plenty of cheese on it, she sits in front of her plate and her tail starts moving to show her excitement. She is so hungry now and her ears are pointed straight up, all of her cat senses are telling her that she is about to eat. This meal is really the perfect thing to satisfy that hunger she is feeling and it's all she wants right now.

You start eating a portion alongside her, she eats really fast compared to you and she is almost already done her meal while you are still half way through it. She is just so excited about the food and she is eager for it to fill her belly. Her mouth is filled with the taste of cheese and creamy pasta and she smiles as she eats, this is really delicious.

-"you should eat slowly and enjoy it Hanna"

-"I-I'm just so hungry, it's so good." She answers back as she eats a bit more calmly now; she tries to enjoy the experience of eating this meal and not rushing through it out of hunger.

She finishes a bit slowly, enjoying every bite of pasta and every mouthful. Her cat-like behaviors are coming out a bit more now, she's looking at her dish with such excitement and she wants to lick up every last drop of sauce and cheese from her plate.

You finally finish your whole plate of pasta, you took it a bit more slowly than her but she already finished hers a few minutes ago. She is now looking at the last bits of sauce left on her plate and she is starting to lick it up, she didn't want to leave a single drop of cheese or sauce behind. She's so eager to eat it all and she's starting to look a bit animalistic right now as she eats.

You pat her head as she is licking up her plate and you can see how adorable she looks right now. She's getting really animalistic as she tries to not leave any of the flavors behind, she licks up the whole plate and it's like she's not even thinking of anything else right now. She stares at you for a bit with a slightly naughty look on her face and she purrs as you pat her head, her eyes have become completely round by now, she doesn't seem to have any thoughts except for eating.

The only problem is that she hasn't showered yet, it's obvious that she still hasn't got around to it yet. She doesn't seem to have noticed her own smell, but she is definitely a bit stinky, like she hasn't showered.

You notice her smell and it's pretty intense, she hasn't showered all day long so it's pretty obvious that she must smell pretty bad by now. She herself seems either too distracted or not aware of her own smell at the moment, but it's obviously bad enough for you to notice.

You pick her up and carry her towards the bathroom, she doesn't resist at all as she is currently in a very tired and comfortable state after having her meal and she is starting to feel a bit sleepy too. She lets you carry her and she doesn't oppose to being put into the bathroom, she just goes there silently. You then close the door behind her as she goes into the bathroom; she is not very energetic right now after her full meal and she is quite happy that you decided to get her to shower. She really needs that shower now that she has filled her stomach with food; she is really looking forward to being clean and getting out of these dirty clothes as well.

You start looking for a set of clothes she can wear afterwards; you want her to get out of these dirty ones as soon as possible. You pick out a cozy pajama set for her; the pajamas are cute and are made with soft material. When it comes to underwear, you just pick a regular and comfortable one. When it comes to a bra, you decided to skip it since she is going to be using pajamas anyway. You put the pajamas and underwear on the door handle, you know she will be coming out of the bathroom soon and you want her to have something to switch into. You know that she might be feeling a bit uncomfortable once she gets out of the shower and you decided to think ahead.

You go to the living room to turn on the TV and you wait for her to finish showering, which should be any minute now. She hasn't been taking too long but she's probably taking her time considering she is enjoying the hot water.

After waiting for a while, you can hear the shower stop and Hanna gets out of the bathroom. She steps out wearing nothing but a towel around her body and her hair is wet from the shower. She looks a lot more refreshed and her scent seems to have washed away at least some of the stink from before. Her little cat ears seem so cute right now as she tries to dry her hair with the towel and make herself presentable. She dries her hair a bit more with the towel before quickly changing out of her clothes and into the pajamas you gave her. They fit her perfectly and they are cute, they also seem very comfortable. She looks so much cuter than before now and she is all clean and nice from her shower.

You grab the dryer and you call her to come closer, she walks over to you and you begin to gently dry her long hair with the hair dryer. She leans her head over so that the dryer can reach her hair even better and her hair starts drying quickly. Her ears start twitching as the air from the blow dryer starts blowing into it, apparently she's pretty sensitive there too and she starts to make a lot of cute sounds. It's so adorable watching her react to that.

-"Could you play with my tail?"

 She says this in a really cute and shy tone, it seems like she is so eager for you to touch her tail right now. She sounds desperate for your attention and it's just so cute to hear her like this.

-"yea"

You pull her tail and she gives out a very small and cute purr, she definitely seemed to enjoy the feeling of your touch on her tail. She even closes her eyes for a bit as she leans into your touch on her tail, she is so sensitive in that spot and she really loves having her tail played with.

You notice that the top of her pajama is loose; it's loose enough that it falls down when she makes certain movements. She is pretty unaware of that fact right now but you can see pretty much the entire top of her chest from below because it has fallen down. It's basically showing off her chest area and it's pretty obvious that she doesn't mind it being exposed like that at all right now.

You gently button her shirt back up, it's pretty obvious that she is not aware of the fact that it's pretty exposed and that you can see her chest right now. It seems like she is just too comfortable and relaxed right now to really care about it and she probably feels pretty relaxed with you around her. She notices it but she doesn't seem that hesitant at all, she's not trying to stop you but she is acting a bit embarrassed. She looks away and lets you button up her shirt again, her face has become flushed and her ears have gone completely red with embarrassment. She seems pretty flustered right now but it's nothing too serious, she's just a bit shy now after realizing that her chest was exposed the entire time.

-"Master..." She calls you "master" in a small, cute and shy voice, it's like her instinct to be subservient has kicked in now that you pointed out that her chest was exposed.

She turns her body to you completely and allows you a full view of her chest now that her shirt is now tightly buttoned up. She is definitely acting like your subservient pet right now, she seems pretty embarrassed from her actions just a few moments ago but she is still acting very obedient towards you.

-"Thank you for helping me button up my shirt, master..." She says it in a very grateful tone and she looks at you with thankful eyes too, she seems very happy that you helped her with her little issue. She doesn't seem to mind that you have a full view of her chest anymore and she is acting pretty submissive once again.

You rub her ears gently and you can see her leaning slightly into your touch, she gets a bit flustered again and she lets out some cute purrs as you continue to rub her ears. It's like her nature has kicked in again and she wants more of your attention, she doesn't want you to stop and she is being pretty vocal about it now.

She seems to feel something new in her heart as you continue to rub her ears, it's a strange feeling that she hasn't experienced before but it feels kind of nice too. It's like she's feeling an entirely different kind of happiness from what she used to feel before, it seems like she's feeling a bit like she wants to bond with you and spend more time around you. She wonders to herself if she may have fallen in love with you or not, she definitely feels something different this time, she hasn't felt like this before but her heart is getting these strange and new feelings and it seems to be telling her that she may be falling in love with you. Her thoughts are all over the place but one thing is clear to her, she wants to be around you and spend as much time with you as possible. Her heart is pounding harder and she can't seem to breathe easily, it's like her entire body is reacting to these feelings she's feeling, her heart is beating like crazy and her breathing is getting heavier. This is definitely something that she hasn't experienced before and she doesn't know what to make of it right now.

She holds onto your shirt tightly as her breathing gets heavier and her heart keeps pounding, she just keeps holding onto your shirt while being completely unaware of how tightly she's holding onto it. She's in a bit of a daze right now and she can't seem to think straight, she just knows that she just wants to stay close to you. You start rubbing her cheek as she keeps holding onto your shirt, she gets even more flustered from this and her breath starts getting even heavier. She's getting all tingly and flustered just from these small touches, she doesn't know why but she's enjoying every single touch on her face. Her cheeks get warmer too.

-"What's wrong?"

-"Nothing..." She says in a small, blushing voice.

She keeps holding onto your shirt tighter and she tries to act calm but is still very flustered. She can't look you in the eyes right now, it's like she feels too embarrassed to face you directly and she is feeling all sorts of emotions at the moment which is preventing her from clearly expressing her feelings.

-"Just tell me"

-"I-it's nothing..." She starts to fumble and hesitate as she tries to find words to explain what she's feeling. It's like she's trying hard to think of a way to say it but she just can't seem to find the right words.

-"It's just..." She stops talking mid-sentence and she just keeps blushing and looking away, obviously she wants to say something but she just can't say it right now.

-"You love me?"

It seems like she heard your question. There's a split second of hesitation before she responds, but she finally gives you an answer.

-"I-I think so..." She says it with a bit of difficulty at first but she manages to get it out, she does love you. She might have just realized it herself but her heart feels like it has just said it all.

-"I love you too" you pat her

She seems very happy after hearing those words; she leans into your touch and purrs a bit too. Her eyes are closed and her body is completely relaxed as you pet her, it seems like she has accepted how she feels and she's starting to accept her new feeling for you too.

The sky slowly gets darker, as the sun sets and the sky become darker. The air is becoming cold again with the approach of the night and it's like the wind also changed again. Hanna remains in the room but she doesn't seem to care about the weather outside, all she cares about is being with you and spending time together. The sky slowly gets darker, as the sun sets and the sky become darker. The air is becoming cold again with the approach of the night and it's like the wind also changed again. Hanna remains in the room but she doesn't seem to care about the weather outside, all she cares about is being with you and spending time together.

You bite her ears and she lets out a small, cute and flustered moan as you do so. She gets a bit tingle in her heart as you do this and it's clear that she likes it too. Her breathing gets heavier and she lets out another small moan. She then playfully hits you but she is so soft with it that it barely even hurts at all. She just wants to be playful and show her affection for you through her physical touch, she doesn't want to hurt you. She is now being all cute and flirty with you.

You check the clock, it's already pretty late now and it's already starting to get dark outside. If you wait too long, night will start soon and it will get very cold again.

-"Are you hungry?"

- "A little bit... I'm not dying of hunger but I could eat a small snack." She doesn't seem super hungry but she is at least a tiny bit hungry, she doesn't want to over-eat but she could use a bit more food.

You decide to go to the local convenience store to get some snacks; a night like this would definitely make anyone hungry so it's a good idea to go buy some snacks. She follows you on the way to the convenience store; she stays on your side as you both walk out of the house. She feels very close to you as she walks alongside you in the cold air but she stays close to you so she won't get too cold. She holds your hand as you walk side by side, she doesn't want to let go of your hand but instead stays close and holds onto it. Her hand is really small inside yours, it's like a child's hand is in your hand the way it fits perfectly inside yours. It's really adorable to see.

You arrive at the store and you both walk inside, you let go of her hand to browse through the shelves to check which snacks you want to get. She decides to sit down on a little chair beside the entrance of the store to wait for you, she leans her head back on the back of the chair and looks like a bit like a small sleepy child on there.

You get the snack and pay for it, while you are doing that Hanna just sits there in her little chair. She seems very calm and chilled on there, as it is late so there aren't really many people going around as well so it's a lot more relaxed. Sometime later you both leave the store and you are now back outside in the quiet, cold night.

You both arrive back at home and you go inside, she follows right behind you as you make your way inside the house. It's warm inside the house after having been in the cold outside so it feels quite nice after being out in the cold air. The rain begins to start, at first it's a light drizzle but you can tell that it's about to become much heavier. Hanna seems to notice the rain falling as well, her ears twitch slightly as she stares outside in curiosity but she doesn't say anything about the rain.

You give Hanna her snack and store the rest of the snack back in the refrigerator. Hanna quickly takes her snack and starts eating it happily, her hands are moving as fast as she chows down on her snack and makes happy cat-like noises as she eats. You pat her as she's eating and she lets out a purred sound and she leans her head into your touch. She seems to like this simple act of affection from you and she continues to eat her snack happily while you keep petting her soft head.

She does seem a bit sleepy, it's starting to get late into the night and she hasn't slept that much yet today. She's still finishing her snack but she's becoming more and more slowly with each bite. It's like she's starting to get tired and the cold from outside is probably making her even more tired as well.

You gently pick her up and carry her to bed, she tries to stay awake but she is just too tired now and she keeps closing her eyes. You can tell that she is almost completely asleep at this point so you carefully put her on her bed and lie her down. She looks really tired; her head is slowly starting to nod up and down. You tuck her into the blanket too, which makes her even more comfortable and makes her want to go to sleep even faster. She closes her eyes completely now and lies there on the bed. She seems like she is going to fall asleep and she just has a sweet smile on her face as she closes her eyes and tries to fall asleep.

You go back to the sofa and lie down, you're also feeling a bit tired so it's a good idea for you to get some sleep too. You're not as tired as Hanna is but you're starting to feel a bit sleepy as well, so you lie down and close your eyes. It gets dark again and you start to slowly fall asleep too.

You suddenly wake up to a weird muffled crying sound, it doesn't sound loud but it sounds clear enough for you to hear it. You wonder where the sound is coming from, it's probably coming from Hanna but you wonder why she is crying. You slowly get up from where you were sleeping and go to check on her, you wonder what's wrong. It's raining hard outside. You slowly go to your room towards the crying sound, it seems to come from the direction of her bed so you head over to it and slowly open the door to check up on her.

You see her lying on the bed and she's trying to hold back her crying, she's crying softly and quietly, it's like she's trying not to make too much noise but she still can't hold back her tears. You can see that she's trembling a bit too, like the crying is very intense to her but she's trying to hold it back as much as possible.

You slowly move over to her bed and she doesn't seem to notice you, she is just concentrating so hard on stopping her tears. She seems to be trying to be as quiet and as calm as possible but you can tell that it's difficult for her; she is just so sad and emotional at the moment. She seems to be shaking a bit too but she keeps trying to keep it cool and keep her crying as silent as possible.

-"Hey what's wrong?"

She hears you and suddenly stops her crying; she looks up at you and wipes the tears from her eyes. She tries to act cool and composed but you can tell that she is just so overwhelmed with emotions, it's like she was trying really hard to keep it all in but hearing you just made her suddenly broke the dam.

-"I-It's nothing... Just, I-I'm fine... Really..."

She turns her body away from you as she keeps wiping the tears away, trying to hide the evidence. She doesn't want to let you see her like this, she's all teary-eyed and trying so hard to act like she's okay but you can tell that she's not at all okay.

-"Just tell me, Hanna"

She stays silent for a bit, trying hard to keep herself from breaking down completely. Then, she finally speaks in a quiet whisper.

-"I-I just had a nightmare... A really b-bad one... It reminded me of things I just want to forget... T-That's why I cried, I-I'm fine, I swear..."

She seems to relax a little bit when you lie down next to her, it's like she just needed someone to comfort her in her time of need. She leans into you and puts her head on your chest, your warmth is definitely comforting her in her sad and vulnerable state.

-"Tell me, I can comfort you" you pat her while talking

She lets out a small purr as you pat her, she still seems to be a bit shaken but it's getting better due to your comforting touches. She also seems to want to open up to you about her nightmares, it's as if she wants to talk about it but can't quite find the words just yet.

-"I just... I just had a nightmare about my old master... I-It really brought back a lot of bad memories of my past... it all came rushing in the moment I slept..."

She starts to cry a bit harder as she remembers more and more about what happened to her in the past. You feel her start to grip onto you tighter as it's like she's trying to cling onto a little comfort for her. It's like she feels safer when she's close to you like this, like your warmth and your presence alone is comforting for her.

 

It pains to know that she has been through so much in her life and that she still remembers it so clearly. The way she is clinging onto you now, it's pretty obvious that she is pretty shaken by those memories.

She looks up at you with her teary eyes and her voice cracks a bit as she begs you not to abandon her. She's so scared that someone would leave her like her old master did, she feels so lonely and empty now that she wants to cling onto you.

-"Please don't abandon me, I... I don't want to be alone again... please don't... please..." She says this with a hint of despair in her voice, as if she is desperate not to remain alone and scared like she is feeling right now.

She starts telling to you about her parents and how she grew up in a really rough time. She had a mother who was very kind and caring towards her but she had a dad who just didn't seem to like her at all. She grew up constantly feeling rejected and unwanted by her own father; this made her feel very sad and unloved. This also ended up pushing her to be even closer to her mother, as she felt like her mother was the only one who truly cared about her.

She continues to tell you about her life and suddenly mentions that her mother passed away unexpectedly, it was an accident. She was a young girl when her mother died which made it even more devastating to her. She felt like she had nobody left to care about her now that her mother was gone, she didn't have that strong parental figure like her mother anymore. This also made her even more vulnerable to the hatred of her father, he was the only one left around her and he just made life for her that much more painful.

The story she tells gets a bit darker when she mentions that she also had to deal with the hatred and rejection from her father. He seemed to hate her because of her cat ears and tail; he just couldn't accept her for who she was. This made her feel even worse than she usually did, now she had to deal with the hatred of her only parent that was still alive.

She mentioned that she even thought about cutting off her cat ears and tail at one point, she couldn't handle the hatred and rejection of her father. It's like she thought that if she just get rid of her cat features then maybe her father would stop hating her and just start to accept her but she didn't actually do it in the end.

She continues to tell you about how her father eventually sold her, seemingly because he just couldn't stand her and because she was a burden on him because he hated having a catgirl as his daughter. She was just too much of a hassle for him, he just wanted a normal human daughter instead of the catgirl that she was...So, he sold her off and got rid of the "problem".

She tells you that she doesn't want to lose anyone that important to her ever again, she's now afraid to form a connection with people because she doesn't want to get hurt again. She's too scared to get attached to anyone in case they decide to abandon her in the end. She just feels so traumatized by all the things that happened to her in the past that now she just wants to find a family who would accept her for who she is and not abandon her ever again.


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