Beyond The Control

Chapter 44

The afterglow lingered. As I was still twitching and convulsing below, Song Ji-hyeok collapsed on top of me. I finally managed to open my eyes and grumbled.

“You’re heavy.”

I meant for him to move, but Song Ji-hyeok gave a rather cute reply.

“I’ve gained over 8kg since coming here.”

“I could tell from your arms.”

When I first saw him, he wasn’t scrawny but had a slimmer build. Now, he had gained a surprising amount of muscle. It was the result of sweating it out in the training room almost every day when not out in the field.

The scary thing is that this guy is barely twenty years old. If he keeps building his body like this, he might soon become a muscle beast like Gitae hyung.

Moreover, this young man had good stamina and endurance. He seemed to have a high sex drive too. When he raised his body, I thought ‘Finally, it’s over,’ but I was mistaken. After wiping the sweat from his face with his thickened forearm, he started moving his hips again.

His dick was still buried inside me. I asked with a shocked expression, “You’re going for another round?”

“Yes. I need to do it one more time.”

Why is he so confident?

The guiding had already been perfectly completed with his somewhat premature first ejaculation. Song Ji-hyeok’s eyes had returned to normal at some point, and his recovered appearance was proof of that. In other words, what we were doing now was purely an extension of sexual desire.

He seemed to have gotten the hang of it, as his hip movements were much more natural now. At first, he was desperately thrusting hard enough to make slapping sounds, but now he was moving with just the right amount of contact. The speed was also appropriate, making the movement in and out of me feel more distinct.

And that wasn’t all. Something was trickling down the crack of my buttocks, causing an itchy sensation. It was obvious what that something was without looking.

‘He didn’t use a condom when he should have…’

I squirmed slightly, wondering if this was okay, only now having such thoughts. Ridiculously, Song Ji-hyeok seemed to misinterpret my movement as active enjoyment. He started moving faster again and shamelessly blurted out embarrassing words.

“The way you’re clenching around me and moving your hips is so fucking hot. Looking so innocent…”

“That’s, that’s not, hnn, it…!”

“Then what is it?”

His continuous fast thrusting kept interrupting my words.

“It’s itchy, that’s why.”

“Itchy? Where?”

An even more embarrassing situation unfolded. Song Ji-hyeok grabbed the back of my knees and pushed them up, fully exposing the place that had been holding him all this time.

“It’s covered in cream. It’s my first time seeing it for real.”

“Ahh!”

Before I could retort, his dick plunged in again. He thrust his hips, pushing in so hard that my buttocks lifted off the bed. Not long after, he stiffened while buried deep inside. It might have been my imagination, but I felt something spreading inside my body once again.

“Phew…”

As Song Ji-hyeok moved away from me, my legs, which had been hanging limply in the air, finally touched the ground.

“Are you okay?”

“…No.”

Don’t laugh, you bastard.

Song Ji-hyeok finally got up. Curious about his silence, I slightly turned my head to see him doing some quick cleanup with the discarded top and picking up his pants.

‘His glute muscles are quite developed too.’

Even in this situation, I had such a random thought as I completely relaxed my neck and lay down fully.

Guiding through sex had a greater aftermath than I expected. I needed to get up and clean up too, but I didn’t have the energy to move a finger. It literally felt like my energy had been completely drained.

Song Ji-hyeok approached and said something, but it sounded muffled as if my ears were filled with water. Then my vision went dark, and I lost consciousness.

***

Song Ji-hyeok bent down to pick up his pants from the floor. Seeing them crumpled and soiled with various fluids made him frown, but he had no better alternative at the moment. Even his top was unusable as it had been used as a makeshift towel.

After roughly restoring a semblance of civilized appearance, he returned to the bed. Lee Su-hyeon was still lying there with a blank, dazed expression. Even when called “Sunbae,” there was no response, and his eyelids slowly closed.

“Sunbae.”

Song Ji-hyeok gently shook his arm and called out again. But the now fully closed eyes showed no sign of opening.

‘Did he fall asleep?’

It was a somewhat bewildering development for Song Ji-hyeok, given what he had observed of the other man so far.

Although Lee Su-hyeon appeared thin at first glance, when seen exercising in the training room, his arm and calf muscles were quite impressive. He had witnessed him effortlessly lifting heavy barbells that made the bar bend, and in the field, he would leap around like a flying squirrel, sending monsters flying.

He remembered Lee Su-hyeon saying he was confident in his stamina, so he didn’t expect him to pass out just from some sex… Wait a minute.

At that moment, another thought crossed his mind. The cause of this current situation.

The reason they suddenly engaged in physical intimacy wasn’t due to overwhelming lust, nor was it based on affection like typical couples. The fundamental reason was guiding.

…But what if it was because of that?

‘Ugh!’

Why did he suddenly remember Choi Young-sun vomiting after finishing guiding? Song Ji-hyeok, with a stiff expression, unknowingly became anxious and quietly placed his hand under Lee Su-hyeon’s nose to check his breathing. Somehow, his breathing seemed a bit weak.

“Damn it.”

Due to a vague sense of unease, he finally called the infirmary. After briefly explaining the situation and requesting assistance, he received an immediate response that someone would be sent right away.

It then dawned on him that while he had at least managed to put on pants, Lee Su-hyeon was still naked. Not wanting to be so inconsiderate as to have him seen by a doctor in that state, he belatedly started to clean up.

He hastily wiped Lee Su-hyeon’s lower body and clumsily dressed him. Right on cue, the door swung open, and a doctor in a white coat appeared.

“Hello? I’m from the infirmary.”

“Over here.”

The petite doctor with a blunt bob cut immediately approached the bed. First examining the pupils with a penlight, then listening to various parts of the chest with a stethoscope. After checking several areas with unfamiliar portable devices, the doctor finally turned to Song Ji-hyeok and spoke.

“He received guiding, right?”

“Yes.”

“It seems like a simple case of guiding aftereffects. It looks like he used a lot of energy in a short time, but he should be fine with plenty of rest.”

It was a reassuring statement, but Song Ji-hyeok had an unresolved question.

“This hasn’t happened before, though.”

Despite the bold inquiry, the doctor remained composed. It was the demeanor of a veteran who had been responsible for the infirmary since the guild’s early days.

“Excuse me for asking, but you used sex as a medium for guiding, right?”

“Yes.”

“And you’ve done this before?”

“…No.”

The doctor nodded as if that was the expected answer.

“As I said, it’s because he suddenly used a lot of energy. To put it simply, his energy was depleted almost to the bottom. You know that guiding through sex is the most efficient method, right?”

“Yes.”

“What do you think is the reason for that? It’s because high-quality energy is filled in a short time, but that also means it’s quite taxing for the guide. Since this was your first time, you probably didn’t regulate it well.”

“…”

“Anyway, there’s nothing else wrong, so don’t worry. And could you bend over for a moment?”

The doctor rummaged through the kit and lightly applied some ointment to a cotton swab. Seeing this, Song Ji-hyeok awkwardly bent his waist, and the doctor efficiently applied the ointment to the wound on his cheek.

Having completed the task, the doctor left the guiding room. Song Ji-hyeok pulled a nearby chair and sat down next to Lee Su-hyeon.

Leaning back crookedly with his legs crossed, he spent some time doing nothing for once. Although there wouldn’t be a problem if he left first since there was no major issue, somehow it felt wrong to do so. After all, Lee Su-hyeon had ended up like this while guiding him.

As he idly killed time, various thoughts randomly crossed his mind.

When he first came to the guiding room, he wasn’t in his right mind, and it was the same when he pounced on Lee Su-hyeon. He was desperately clinging to him as if he were his only lifeline, eager to absorb his energy. And eventually, it led to sex.

It’s not something he’d ever tell anyone out of embarrassment, but he didn’t want to lose his virginity to someone of the same sex, let alone an older man. But today’s experience proved that such thoughts were a luxury. People say humans are the most opportunistic animals… That saying fit perfectly. When faced with a desperate situation, thoughts about same-sex or whatever didn’t even cross his mind. Instead, he was frantic to enter Lee Su-hyeon.

When he finally managed to fully penetrate, he felt a thrill beyond mere pleasure. It was the first time he truly understood why people go crazy with lust. Throughout the act, as he mindlessly moved his hips like a dog in heat, he even felt regret, thinking, ‘Why haven’t I done this before?’

If the emotion during sex was desperation, the feeling afterward was fulfillment. At some point, he felt his body had fully recovered, filled with good energy. He felt so light and refreshed that he could go out to the field again right away if asked. It was a new realization, but he could understand why Espers are so desperate to find guides with good compatibility.

“…”

He slightly raised his lowered eyelids. The sleeping face of Lee Su-hyeon came into view.

‘Am I going to get hooked on this?’

Instead of taking it seriously, he just smirked. He still had the upper hand, after all.

Time passed slowly but steadily. He thought he wasn’t the type for introspection, but that wasn’t entirely true. Song Ji-hyeok continued to have various idle thoughts as he faithfully stayed by his guide’s side until he woke up.