Chapter 6: Chapter 6: Lóte yéva Yárë
The Blossom of a New Age
It had been over a thousand years since Alcaron, son of Finwë, had first opened his eyes to the light of the Trees, and in those years, he had grown to become one of the most respected and beloved among the Noldor. His heart was filled with the wisdom and knowledge that had been imparted to him, both through his own studies and from his time learning with Aulë, who had taught him the fine arts of smithing and crafting. His silver hair shone like the stars in the twilight, and his grey eyes carried the depth of one who had seen much in his life, even if much of it came through the strange dreams that still plagued him.
But now, Alcaron stood at a crossroads in his life. He had reached the age of one thousand years, and it was time for him to begin the next phase of his learning—a phase that would take him closer to the Valar themselves and, in turn, allow him to finally begin to unravel the mysteries of his dreams.
As Alcaron prepared for the journey to the mountain of Manwë, where the lords of the Valar would guide him on his path, he took a moment to reflect on the years that had passed since those early days of his childhood. Fëanor, his elder brother, had become a father once more. The birth of his two new nephews—Maglor and Celegorm—had brought great joy to the family, and Alcaron had doted on the children as much as he had with Maedhros, the eldest of Fëanor's sons. Fingolfin, too, had a child now—his son Fingon, a bright and curious child who brought light to their gatherings. The sound of children's laughter filled the halls of Tirion, and each child was cherished as the Eldar always did, for their kind loved nothing more than the joy and promise of new life.
Alcaron, however, had not yet begun his own family. He and Nimloth, his betrothed, had spoken often of their future together, but they had both agreed that the time was not yet right. Alcaron's path was one that led him toward something greater—something that neither of them fully understood yet. Nimloth, ever wise and patient, had urged him to complete his training with the Valar before they wed, for she knew that his destiny was intertwined with the knowledge he sought.
And so, it was with a sense of purpose that Alcaron found himself once more traveling the familiar path toward the mountain of Manwë. His thoughts wandered as he walked through the golden light of Laurelin and the silver glow of Telperion, the trees that had long watched over the Blessed Realm. The air was cool and crisp, filled with the scent of flowers that bloomed all year in Valinor, and yet there was an unusual weight in his heart.
The dreams had become more frequent over the years. What had once been occasional visions of a distant world had now turned into vivid nightly dreams, filled with spells and inventions that seemed foreign even to his knowledge of Arda. He had tried to write down every detail, every incantation, as the Valar had instructed him, but each dream seemed to leave him with more questions than answers. Why did he see the world of Men? What was the purpose of these spells that seemed to come from a place beyond the reach of the Eldar?
These were the questions that weighed on Alcaron's mind as he climbed the steps that led to the halls of Manwë. When he arrived at the peak, he was greeted by the sight of the great throne where Manwë sat, his form majestic and powerful, surrounded by the wind and sky. By his side stood Varda, the Star-Kindler, her presence radiant and serene. Aulë was also present, his hands resting on his hammer, and nearby stood Yavanna, her green robes flowing like the leaves of the trees she cherished. Alcaron felt a sense of awe in their presence, as he always did, but there was also a familiarity now—he had spent many years learning under Aulë's guidance, and he had come to understand the deep wisdom of the Valar.
"Alcaron," Manwë said, his voice like the distant roll of thunder. "You have come, as it was foretold, to begin your tutelage among us. We have watched you grow and learn, and now the time has come for you to take the next step."
Alcaron bowed his head respectfully. "Yes, my lord. I am ready to learn, though I confess that my dreams still trouble me. I do not understand their meaning, and I hope that my training will bring me clarity."
Varda stepped forward, her gaze gentle but piercing. "Your dreams are a matter of great importance, Alcaron. They speak of a world that lies beyond the reach of Arda—a world where Men dwell, and their fate is not tied to the Song as ours is. The magic you see in your dreams is not from here, but it is still part of the greater Music that binds all things. It is for this reason that we have decided to send you first to the gardens of Lórien."
Alcaron blinked in surprise. "Lórien? To Irmo and Estë?"
Varda nodded. "Yes. Irmo will help you to understand the nature of your dreams, for he is the Master of Visions and Dreams. And Estë, his wife, will teach you the art of healing, which is always the foundation of any greater knowledge. In understanding these two aspects, you will find the path to unlocking the deeper meanings of the magic you have seen."
Alcaron considered her words carefully. He had not expected this—he had assumed that his training would begin with Aulë, Ulmo or even Manwë himself, for it was through them that the great powers of the world were often wielded. But as he thought more deeply, he realized that it made sense. Dreams had been a constant part of his life, and healing was an art that he had always respected, though he had not yet mastered it.
"I will go, as you have commanded," Alcaron said, bowing once again. "I thank you for your guidance."
Aulë stepped forward, placing a hand on Alcaron's shoulder. "You have learned much from me, Alcaron, but there is much more to learn in the ways of the Valar. Go with Irmo and Estë, and when the time comes, we will continue your training in the arts of creation and forging."
With that, Alcaron took his leave, making his way toward the gardens of Lórien, which lay in the eastern part of Valinor. The journey was not a long one, and as he walked, he found his thoughts once again turning to his family. Fëanor's children were growing quickly, each of them showing promise in their own way. Maedhros, the eldest, had already begun learning from the great smiths of the Noldor, while Maglor and Celegorm were still young but filled with the fiery spirit of their father. Fingon, too, was growing into a fine young elf, and Alcaron had taken to teaching him some of the ways of the sword during his visits to Fingolfin's household.
But as much as Alcaron loved his nephews, he could not help but feel a sense of distance growing between himself and Fëanor. His older brother had always been a force of nature—brilliant, passionate, and at times, uncontrollable. And now, with the birth of his third son, Fëanor seemed even more driven by his own ambitions, leaving little time for the bond they had once shared as twins.
Nimloth had noticed the change as well. They had spoken of it often during their walks through the markets of Tirion, and while she understood Alcaron's concerns, she always reminded him of the love that still existed between him and his brother.
"Do not let your dreams separate you from your family," she had said one evening, her voice gentle as they stood by the shores of Alqualondë. "Fëanor's path is his own, just as yours is. But the love between brothers is stronger than any ambition or destiny. You will find your way back to each other when the time is right."
The gardens of Lórien were unlike any other place in Valinor. They were a realm of peace and tranquility, where the air was always filled with the scent of blooming flowers, and the sound of the wind through the trees was like a soft lullaby. Alcaron had always loved coming here during his times of rest, but now, as he entered the gardens, he felt a new sense of purpose. This was where his true training would begin.
His steps were soft, careful, and his heart was lighter than it had been in many years, for now, he felt that the answers to his dreams were within reach. The air around him was calm, serene, as if the very land itself had taken a deep breath and let it out slowly. He knew he was near the home of Irmo, the Vala of Dreams, and Estë, the gentle healer of the Valar.
His feet led him to the clearing where Irmo and Estë waited for him. The moment he saw them, Alcaron felt a strange sense of tranquility settle over him. Irmo stood tall and serene, his gaze steady and knowing, while Estë's presence was like a soft, cool breeze that soothed the weariness of his long journey.
"Mae govannen, Alcaron," Irmo said with a nod, his voice as soft as the whispers of the leaves. "We have been waiting for you."
Alcaron approached them and bowed deeply, showing the reverence he felt in their presence. "My lords, I am honored to be here. I have come as the Valar have commanded, to seek the guidance and knowledge you have to offer."
Estë stepped forward, her smile gentle and welcoming. "Peace, child," she said in a voice as calming as the waters of her sacred pools. "Before we begin, you must find stillness within yourself. Only when your fëa (spirit) is at peace can you truly begin to learn."
Alcaron looked at her, a slight furrow in his brow. "At peace?" he asked quietly, his mind still swirling with questions about his dreams and his purpose. "But my heart is troubled. How can I find peace with so many questions still unanswered?"
Irmo stepped closer, his hands clasped behind his back, his gaze never leaving Alcaron's face. "Peace is not something that comes after answers, Alcaron. It is something that must exist before them. The answers will come, but they will be harder to grasp if your fëa is restless. Before we can explore the depths of your dreams, before you can understand the magic within them, you must first find stillness."
Estë nodded, her eyes filled with gentle understanding. "You are here because your spirit has been restless for many years. The dreams you have seen—they pull you toward something unknown, and that uncertainty has shaken your inner balance. But you cannot learn anything new if your mind and heart are in turmoil. The first lesson we offer is not one of knowledge, but of calm."
Alcaron exhaled slowly, trying to take in their words. For so long, he had been focused on seeking answers, on finding meaning in the visions that had haunted him for centuries. He had been restless, eager to understand, but now he realized that perhaps his impatience was part of the reason why the dreams had remained elusive.
"How do I find peace?" he asked, his voice quiet but earnest.
Irmo smiled faintly, as though he had expected the question. "In the gardens of Lórien, peace is not something you must seek. It is already here. All you must do is allow it to enter your heart. Walk the paths of these gardens, rest by the waters, breathe in the air that surrounds you. The peace of this land will come to you, but only if you are willing to let go of the thoughts that burden you."
Estë stepped forward, her hands resting gently on Alcaron's shoulders. Her touch was cool, calming. "Let go of your need for answers, even if only for a short time. Trust that they will come when you are ready. For now, focus on the quiet within. In time, you will find that it helps you learn more than you ever thought possible."
Alcaron nodded slowly, understanding beginning to dawn on him. He had been so caught up in the pursuit of knowledge, in seeking out the meaning of his dreams, that he had forgotten the importance of stillness. He had forgotten how crucial it was to find calm, to quiet the noise within, before any true learning could take place.
"Thank you," he said, his voice filled with gratitude. "I will do as you ask. I will seek peace within myself first."
Irmo gestured to the gardens around them, the lush greenery, the soft murmur of water, the gentle song of birds. "Spend time here, Alcaron. Lórien is a place of rest, where fëar come to heal and find balance. Walk these paths, sit by the waters, and let the peace of this place fill you. Only then will we begin your true lessons."
Alcaron bowed once more, deeply, to show his respect for their wisdom. "I understand, my lords. I will do as you have said."
With that, Irmo and Estë stepped back, their forms seeming to blend into the serenity of the garden itself, as though they were part of the very essence of peace that filled the land. Alcaron stood alone for a moment, taking in the beauty around him, the stillness that had begun to creep into his heart.