I woke up inside my friend's video game

Chapter 22: A taste of something forbidden



The moon cast a pale glow over the darkened forest as I emerged from the shadows, clad in the Penitus Oculatus armor. The weight of it felt oddly reassuring, a tangible reminder of the responsibility I bore. My senses were razor-sharp, attuned to every sound and movement, amplified by the unsettling power I had tapped into. I had hoped the night would offer respite from the chaos, but instead, it had only deepened the storm within me.

The forest was eerily silent, save for the occasional rustle of leaves. My thoughts twisted and tangled, swirling with frustration and fear for Erica. Worry gnawed at me, relentless and unforgiving, and the raw power coursing through my veins only heightened my unease. My fingers tightened around the hilt of my sword, the cool steel a meager comfort.

As I ventured deeper into the woods but remained within reach of our camp, I spotted them—Dark Brotherhood assassins lurking in the darkness, their eyes gleaming like those of feral predators. They had no idea that the prey they sought had become the hunter. A grim smile flickered across my lips before I sprang into action.

The fight unfolded in a blur of motion and violence. My heightened senses painted every detail in sharp relief—the glint of steel under moonlight, the soft hiss of blades cleaving air, the muted grunts of dying men. I moved with an eerie precision, each strike calculated, each movement fluid and deadly. My fear and frustration over Erica's safety fueled my ferocity, turning each kill into a cathartic release.

An assassin lunged at me from the side. I anticipated the move, sidestepping and delivering a swift slash that sent him sprawling. Another attempted to flank me, but I whirled, my blade carving a fatal arc through the night.

"Where is she?" I growled, voice raw with desperation. Each word was a jagged edge of my unraveling sanity. The power within me surged, an unchecked force threatening to consume my reason.

A particularly agile assassin darted toward me, her blade aimed at my heart. Panic flared, primal and wild, an instinctual urge to protect overriding everything else. Our swords clashed with a resonating clang, and in that instant, a voice seeped into my mind—a cold, echoing whisper from the abyss.

"Hahaha, what an exchange of knowledge. So you're not from this world," it mused, chillingly detached. The words reverberated through my skull, twisting my thoughts, heightening my urgency.

Desperation clawed at me, warping my strikes into something erratic, untamed. I was teetering on the edge of madness, the raw force inside me threatening to obliterate my will. I cut through assassin after assassin, my movements growing more frenzied with each kill.

Then, in a moment of agonizing clarity, I plunged my sword into my left thigh. Pain erupted, searing and undeniable—a brutal reminder of my humanity. It anchored me, pulling me back from the precipice. Gasping, I stumbled, the agony forcing the madness into retreat.

Muttering a healing incantation, I watched as warm light mended my torn flesh. My mind cleared slightly as I scanned the carnage around me. The assassins lay still, their pursuit extinguished. Relief flickered through me, fleeting and hollow.

"I need to avoid using this power," I muttered, my voice hoarse. "I know how to trigger it, but I don't know how to control it. I can't afford to lose myself."

I cleaned my sword and bathed in a nearby pond, the cool water soothing against my overheated skin. My reflection stared back at me—haunted eyes, a man on the edge of something dangerous.

Hunting a deer and rabbit became almost mechanical, driven by primal instinct rather than intent. When I returned to camp, my kills felt like a small, hollow victory against the night's horrors.

Firelight flickered over weary faces as I stepped into the camp. Titus and Aldis glanced up, their expressions taut with concern. Belrand and Jordis lay nearby, lost in the depths of sleep. I settled by the fire, its warmth failing to chase away the lingering cold within me.

"Everything clear, my Thane—er, I mean, Jayson?" Titus's raspy voice broke the silence.

"Yeah," I rumbled. I lifted the rabbit's lifeless form, its fur matted with blood. "Had to deal with this slippery bastard." I tossed it toward him, finding grim satisfaction in the act.

Aldis brightened momentarily, exhaustion flickering away. "Hello, tasty, juicy meal."

As I prepared the food, the fire's warmth did little to dispel the deeper chill settling into my bones. This power inside me—it was intoxicating, exhilarating, yet utterly terrifying. A double-edged sword, its potential a gift and a curse. I had to master it before it devoured me.

"Is it even possible to control it?" The question gnawed at the edges of my thoughts.

I glanced at my companions. They trusted me, relied on me. I couldn't let this power unravel me. I had to bend it to my will before it twisted me into something unrecognizable.

The crackling fire echoed my resolve. I would not falter. I would not succumb. I would wield this power—not let it wield me. No matter the cost, I would learn to master it.

"And through that mastery, I will find my beloved Erica."

The landscape of my mindscape was a swirling chaos of color and madness, a reflection of the turmoil below. One of my most prized toys was being played with by an unexpected guest. Pacing through the disarray, I smirked in amusement.

"Ah, how delightful," I mused, watching the unfolding drama. "Another player joins my grand game, thanks to some meddling. Precious."

From the depths of the chaos, a voice emerged—deep, resonant, steeped in ancient wisdom and chilling detachment.

"Your games are as predictable as they are tiresome," it boomed. "Yet, even I cannot deny the potential of this new pawn."

I turned to face the entity that materialized before me, a swirling vortex of forbidden knowledge. "Must you meddle with my toys?" I snapped, irritation lacing my voice. "As if I don't have enough complications."

The form pulsed, shifting subtly. "Entertainment is not a right but a privilege," it intoned. "And this toy of yours, I chose as my Champion. He may prove… enlightening. Don't you think?"

I huffed, frustration battling reluctant intrigue. "Fine, fine. If it keeps things interesting, I suppose I can tolerate your interference."

A pause, then an unspoken agreement. I could feel his satisfaction—a cold, calculating pleasure in these new developments.

"Very well," he rumbled. "Let us observe how this piece alters your grand design. Perhaps it will bring a spark of unpredictability even you cannot foresee."

With a flourish of mad enthusiasm, I declared, "Then let the game continue! New players, new chaos… and perhaps, a new champion rising from the ruins."

The night whispered in shadows, the echoes of our agreement lingering in the abyss. The stage was set, the players in motion, the outcome uncertain. A new chapter in the grand tapestry of madness was about to unfold. And we would both be watching, each with our own motives and expectations.


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