Chapter 10: Chapter 10 * REMAKE
I hardly see her at school anymore, and when I do see her, she turns her face away from me.... What happened? I need to figure this out. I only have 1 month left until I leave. I don't want to leave like this. I need to make up with her. I've already made friends with a lot of people here, many of them weren't even mentioned in the series. At first I was a little hesitant about all of this, but now I'm more open to friendships. I've gotten used to my body. In the few days that I've been here, I've grown from 1.70 to 1.73 in height. That's good. My body is evolving, not only in size, but also in muscles. My muscles are already quite prominent, but that's not even close to what I want..... If I want to survive here in this world, or at least live, I'll need a lot more than that. A body similar to Garou from One Punch Man is my goal..... muscular, lean and flexible....
As I was thinking about this I was leaving school... "I saw her walking away, with her sullen face as always....
HEY TORY"" I SAID ....."she was near an alley, there weren't many people walking on the street that day ....
Ham?" She looked back and was surprised....."What do you want Clark?"
I want to talk to you, I don't understand why you've been looking at me with such a bad face since that day, our meeting...
Tory) "Why do you think I'm like this? You idiot, knowing how I feel, you just take it and don't even come talk to me, just say hi and goodbye to me, how do you want me to feel about this?" She looked at me angrily "And she clenched her fists tightly... almost wanting to hit me...
Me): Tory, that was never my intention, I thought that after all this you were mad at me for something I did, it wasn't my intention to abandon you or anything like that...
Tory); But that's exactly what you did..., so I don't want to talk to you, you're going to leave anyway, you're going to abandon me like everyone else...
Me): ... Tory, I know how you feel about me.... I feel that way about you too, I won't deny it, I walked away from you because I don't want you to feel that way about me right now, I don't want to break your heart.....
Tory); Ham? Who's going to break my heart, you idiot, is the one who said I like you? "She had an ugly face of anger for having heard me say all this and also with shame, it was written all over her face....
Me): I got close to her... "I put my hand on her face and said..." There's no reason for you to lie to me Tory, "She looked me in the eyes as if she was asking me for something..." Listen, I need to go on this trip, not just to find out about my parents but about other things too that I can't explain to you at the moment...
Tory): She kept looking at me and I still had my hand on her face and she leaned towards me and kissed me.
"I was a little stunned at the time, but I accepted it too, what kind of man would I be if I refused that?" I put my hands on her waist and started kissing her intensely too....."after a few minutes of kissing and hugging....
Tory); Clark .... I don't want you to go stay here with me .... She hugged me tightly not letting me go .....
Me): "Thoughts" Shit man, how did I make this girl fall in love with me like that? Man, I should be super happy right now, but I can't get rid of this bad feeling inside me... I need to go, I can't stop moving forward towards my goals because of her... SHIT...
Me); "Tory....You know I can't do this....
Tory): ..... You asked me if I liked you .... I can't describe what I feel for you I've never felt anything like this before, ever since you came to that terrace on your first day of school and talked to me I can't stop thinking about you I want to be with you all the time I didn't like going to school but now I feel happy every time I go to it, because I feel like you'll be there ....
Me): Thoughts: "What did I do that was so great for this girl to like me like that? I thought I was just her friend... but I was totally wrong, Tory must have been going through a difficult time and I came into her life and became her friend, she must be confusing these feelings.
Me): Tory ..... 1 year
Tory): What?
Me); Give me 1 year, if you still feel the same way you are feeling now or still like me, I will stay with you ..... I don't know how you felt these things for me like that, but I like you too, you are beautiful, have a strong personality and are loyal, you definitely deserve much better than me, but if you are sure of that and even so you will still feel this way for me in 1 year when I come back ... we will see what we do about it ...
Tory); ...... So you're really going? .......
I); Yes... "She didn't even let me finish and punched me in the face and pushed me to the ground...
"Arrg ...
Tory); DON'T EVER APPEAR IN FRONT OF ME AGAIN YOU SON OF A BITCH...
Me): Tory ...
Tory); WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DAMN IT ..... YOU COME, ENTER MY LIFE, MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU AND NOW GO AWAY ... WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ... "DON'T SHOW UP IN FRONT OF ME AGAIN ...... WHEN YOU COME BACK I WILL HAVE ALREADY FOUND ANOTHER REAL MAN YOU PIECE OF SHIT .... "She ran away .... Crying ....
"I sat there on the floor, distressed and depressed...
"I wanted to leave on good terms with her..." But because of my goals I hurt her, man, I thought that by coming to another world the feelings and things would be different, but this shit hurts, you have to move on just because of some kind of stupid Power that you need;
If I had been reborn only in this world, without this nonsense about vampires, werewolves and witches, I would be fine with her, probably even dating her already, but to gain power you need to distance yourself from some things... For now "I got up, got on my bike and went home...
the next few weeks would be very monotonous and "Boring.....
I go to school, come back home, train, and repeat all of this.
basically, people at the moment are focused on their lives, there's nothing interesting enough here yet
this will only start happening in 2 years, when the story takes place
for now, everyone is living on the edge and has no time for anything...
a few hours later ....
uff uff it's okay, it was 300 push-ups, haha this is definitely not normal
I feel much stronger than usual lately, I'm already at a height of 177cm.
at school during recess
demetri: dude, I feel like I'm going to have to take a make-up exam in math
Eli: I feel like I'm going to fail geography.
Guys, is this serious? you big nerds are going to have to retake the course, lol
I'm doing just fine, I passed all my subjects so far.
when I arrived, I did several extra assignments that the teachers gave me
to do at home, it was a drag but it was definitely worth it, they gave me almost
maximum grades on every assignment I did at home, now I feel completely at peace with everything
demetri: damn it, man, why do you, who joined after the middle of the year, have more points than me?
that doesn't make sense, I mean, I also did a bunch of homework and I'm still in the red
Eli: yes, I agree, this isn't fair, they should have assigned this homework to everyone.
hahaha actually, maybe I am a genius? I mean, in this test, I got more than 8 in each of the tests, it's all very easy guys, just study.
I mean, you guys play all day and probably don't even take an hour to study, right?
demetri: well, I mean, yes, maybe I really do spend a lot of time playing and don't study at all
but that's just too boring, man. I just want to pass the year, I don't want to be a math genius.
Eli: well, I should also stop playing games for a bit and study a little, this is really affecting me.
Yeah, man, I know it's annoying, but necessary. I don't know if you guys want to go to college, but later on...
if you want, your grades, especially from the last year, impact whether or not you will be accepted into it
demetri: what? Is this serious, man? I didn't know, I thought there was some kind of test...
Eli: yeah, I already knew that, but it's the last year they look at school grades...
The signal rang, let's go.