Possessive crush

I'm in Felix's room, with a smile on my face looking at a photo of him when he was a happy toddler. It is the only childhood photograph in his room. He has photos of him with friends put into frames, and in the middle of the wall is our selfie.

What puzzles me is that I don't see pictures of his parents anywhere. So far, he hasn't mentioned anything about them, and since I've been showing up at his house, I've never met them...

Could it be that they are actually constantly working outside the city? It's sad if Felix has been living like this for a long time. Besides me, he has no one close to him.

I smile at him as he returns to the room and hands me a mug of hot chocolate. I sit down in the chair at the desk while he takes a seat on the bed.

- All night I was thinking about the situation with you and Mike.... - he begins, meanwhile blowing into the cup to cool the drink. - You were right. I think I overreacted. I reacted too harshly. After all, Mike didn't do anything wrong. Now I understand why he wanted to hide it. He didn't intend to cause a commotion, he was afraid of my reaction.

- I'm glad you finally thought it through," I say quietly, taking a sip of hot chocolate. I don't take my eyes off him, seeing that he is confused.

- Mike is my best friend, he would never do anything against me. He supported me when I confessed to him that I liked you. He did everything to make my dream of being with you a reality.

- So maybe it's time to tell him? - I ask, forcing a slight smile. - He really suffers when you treat him this way.

Felix clasps his hands tighter on the cup.

- I will call him in the evening. I will talk to him and apologize for my inappropriate behavior. I hope he will forgive me.

I like this attitude of Felix. He now resembles the boy I fell in love with.

I rise from my chair, then walk a few steps and sit down next to him. I rest my head on his shoulder, and he embraces my hand and smiles.

- You know... I was just thinking the other day that it would be cool if you met my parents. I know we haven't been together particularly long, and it might be a quick move for you, but.... I'm really thinking about you seriously. This could be the next step in our relationship. - I lift my face and look into his eyes. I'm surprised that I don't see fear in them, but joy. - I want them to finally know about you.

- I'm glad you suggested it, because in this way you confirm that you think of me seriously and bind your future to me, although we are still young.

- I just want to prove to you in every way that you are everything to me, Felix," I reply.

He takes the cup from my hand and sets it down on the night table along with his own. I look at him with puzzled eyes as he embraces my face with his hand.

- You don't have to prove it to me, because I will never let you out of my hands," he declares, then kisses me on the lips. My heart accelerates and butterflies overpower my body. His kisses make the way to paradise open before me....

This time I don't want him to stop even for a moment. I am in such a state that I even want more. I definitely want to enter the next stage in our relationship. It seems to me that this way it will become deeper and more intense.

More intimate.

I need to stop being afraid of the past, to finally overcome my fear.

My blood begins to circulate faster. Felix pulls away from me and I see the desire in his eyes. I know he wants this as much as I do.

This time nothing can stop us.

I pull Felix to me too tightly, as we sink onto the mattress. This time he starts kissing me much more boldly and passionately.

I'm excited.

He unbuttons my shirt, not stopping to brush his lips over my neck and cleavage. A pleasant tingling sensation fills me from the inside. I feel his hand slide lower and lower, it's under my skirt and stops on my womanhood.

Black images from the past return, and I try to drive them from my mind. It's Felix. I have the man I love by my side and not the man who wanted to hurt me.

Felix looks into my eyes, and I nod in agreement. He pulls off his shirt, then presses his lips to my lips, and his hand slides under my panties. A quiet moan escapes my lips as I feel his fingers inside me.

- I love you, Selena," he says in a hoarse voice, then once again puts his fingers inside me, but he does it very gently. He moves them slowly, and I still struggle not to push him away. The nightmares of the past overpower my mind, reminding me of a painful period, but I fight them by repeating to myself that this is Felix. That for him, I must break my barrier and get close enough to make our relationship deeper and more intense.

I'm doing it with a boy I love with all my heart. I desire it.

I also can't hide the fact that I'm nervous because it's my first time. I have heard stories about how painful it is for a virgin. Some even faint from the pain.... But with Felix, I'm not in danger of that. I'm sure everything will be fine.

I look at him with lustful eyes as he approaches me and places his hands on my arms. He carefully inserts his manhood into me so as not to cause me much pain, and I let out a quiet, short murmur. I feel him tearing me apart, filling me whole.

- It will be fine," he whispers, kissing me on the lips.

He begins to move his hips, and I get used to the presence of his member. At first, I feel pain, but a moment later it begins to mix with pleasure.

It is good. Even excellent.

*

I wouldn't have guessed that I would have had my first time at sixteen, especially since until now, the past reminded me of myself every time I felt a man's touch on my body.

Felix made me stop being afraid.

I am happy as I lie on the bed in his embrace. He hugs me tightly, making me safe in his arms.

- Are you all right? - He asks, tenderly kissing my forehead.

- Yes," I reply, lifting my face to look into his eyes. - I am happy. And even pleased.

The 18-year-old strokes my cheek with his hand, smiling serenely.

- You are so beautiful, Selena. What did I deserve in my previous life that I managed to steal your heart?

- Probably we were tragic lovers who were reborn in this life to correct the mistakes of the previous one and live happily ever after," I announce, making him laugh. - I try to be romantic.

- Romantic? - he repeats, and I nod. - And it seems to me that you are extremely charming currently, because I can't help but kiss you to death.

I'm laughing like crazy when Felix starts mussing my body with his lips. In addition, he tickles me in the process, which makes me want to escape him. However, he does not allow me to do so, overpowering my hands.

- Ok. I'll stop being cute, but don't tickle me. I can't stand it for long," I announce through laughter.

- How can you stop being cute if you were born with it? You don't stand a chance, which is why you won't be free of me for the next hour.

- Feeeelix - I drag, hoping he will take pity on me.

- Son, are you home? - A woman's loud scream comes from downstairs, and we freeze in stillness. I look at Felix with wide-open eyes, wondering if we accidentally heard his mother's voice.

- Oh fuck, why did they come back just now? - he asks, getting off the bed rather quickly. He gets dressed rushing, and I sit on the mattress, covering myself with the sheets. - Your things, Selena. My mother may enter the room shortly, so you need to get dressed quickly.

After these words, I understand that I should start to be brief so as not to be covered in a rather awkward situation.

And at times like this, I hate the school uniform. Buttoning that shirt is a nightmare.

I'm just putting on my skirt and Felix is fixing the bed when a knock sounds at the door. The boy tells me to sit down at my desk and spreads out the math books he has on hand in front of me, and I quickly comb my hand through my disheveled hair.

I take a deep breath and then Felix invites his mother inside.

- Why don't you answer? Have you been sleeping? - she asks her son, entering the room. I turn toward the woman and get up from my chair to greet her properly.

- Good morning.

- Mom, this is Selena. I didn't answer you because I'm in the middle of traffic. I'm helping a younger colleague with math.

Maybe it's my imagination, but Felix behaves strangely in front of his mother. I can still understand that at the first and awkward meeting he does not immediately introduce me as his girlfriend, but I can see that he is stressed. He is nervous.

- It's good that you have girlfriends who you help to study, but nevertheless I prefer when I meet your best friend in our house. Seeing Mike, at least I'm sure you won't do anything stupid," the woman declares.

Possibly, it's a mistaken first impression, but it seems to me that she's the type of bossy woman who wants to have everything under control.

- Mom, a few words too many," Felix admonishes her, glancing at me nervously. - I'm old enough, I know what I'm doing if you leave me alone for weeks. Trust is the key.

The woman measures me with her eyes one last time.

- I would trust you more if you had less pretty friends. - After these words, she leaves the room, and Felix closes the door.

- I apologize to you for her. You should not meet this woman. It would be for the best," she says in a low voice, coming up to me. He embraces me, stroking my hair. - I have no color with her, that's why I never mentioned my parents to you. They are both worthy of each other.

- Did your mother not like me at the start? - I ask in a concerned voice.

- Don't think about it. It's not that she didn't like you. She doesn't like anyone around her. She is prejudiced against everyone.

I have a bad feeling that our relationship may have breakdowns, and they will be caused by this very woman.

- It's late. I should be getting home by now.

- I'll walk you out," he says in a soft voice, grabbing my hand. - You don't have to say goodbye to them while you're down there. Otherwise, those hyenas will attack you and won't let you go anytime soon, interrogating you like at a police station," he adds as we leave the room. - That day we'd better let it go.

When we are on the first floor, I look around the house and hear voices coming from the kitchen. I hastily put on my shoes, and Felix opens the door and lets me through first.

It's strange that I can't say goodbye to my boyfriend's parents or even say hello to his father, but since he says it's better that way, I'm not going to interfere with his decision.

Nevertheless, I feel that something is wrong.