Re - Jobless Reawakening: The Succubus Sword Saint

　　One person is normal.

　　Alan's mother, Mrs. Hilda, was a little dazed when she saw Alan, whether it was the first time they met or during dinner.

　　And if you only look at Alan's expression, he seems very calm.

　　But he always avoided Mrs. Hilda's sight and held the spoon very hard during lunch.

　　For some reason, an intuition came to my mind.

　　Perhaps Allen's heart is not as tough as he seems.

　　Sylphy.

　　You need to toughen up.

　　I can't cry anymore.

　　If you keep imitating Allen and Teacher Roxy, you will just keep following behind them.

　　In this way, it would be impossible to stand next to them, let alone adventure together in the same adventurer team.

　　Since Allen's heart is not as tough as I thought, then I also want to try

　　To protect Alan.

　　It's not dependent on the teacher.

　　But by myself.

　　In the name of Sylphiet!

　　I suddenly remembered something else.

　　When he returned from the forest in the morning, the wound on Alan's neck had healed, but he clearly saw blood last night. Was it a trick of the Beishen School? But it didn't seem like it.

　　Maybe the teacher once taught Allen the healing technique privately.

　　Did the two of them practice magic in private?

　　My mind is so confused today, I will continue writing tomorrow

　　April 1st, cloudy.

　　I like Alan.

　　In today's math class, when I was talking to Alice about how to divide 1 into 2, I thought of Teacher Luo Qixi.

　　Then, this idea came to my mind naturally.

　　All the unclear feelings became clear, why I always wanted to look at Alan, why I always had a strange feeling every time the teacher was mentioned.

　　Because I envy the teacher.

　　The teacher and Alan are both excellent people.

　　He should belong to the teacher.

　　He is not half of me.

　　Lady Hilda invited me into her bedroom.

　　She seemed to realize that Alan was her child. In a panic, I chose to help him hide it according to Alan's behavior.

　　In the afternoon, there were some problems in the competition between Allen and Gileno.

　　A little worried about him.

　　He had been in a bad mood for the past two days since he saw Mrs. Hilda.

　　Should I 'protect' him without his permission? He obviously avoids Lady Hilda. Is this really protection? Or is it just self-righteous kindness?

　　Allen's swordsmanship has declined.

　　Rudy also realized that his mood was not right.

　　I chose to believe Alan.

　　I have already distrusted him twice, and I don't want it to happen a third time

　　May 1st, cloudy.

　　Alan and Alice started skipping classes. I've seen Alan less and less recently.

　　Lady Hilda invited me to have tea with her again today.

　　She also wanted to see Alan.

　　I want to too.

　　He is not half of me.

　　May 17. Sunny.

　　Mrs. Hilda is very gentle and kind.

　　She also misses her children very much, and I don't think this should be the case.

　　So I invited her to see the place where Alan and Alice practiced sword fighting.

　　Then, I saw Alan, too.

　　May 20. Sunny.

　　I did a despicable thing.

　　At my suggestion, Lady Hilda set up a tea room upstairs.

　　In fact, he noticed that Mrs. Hilda missed her children and came to help her.

　　But that's only part of the story.

　　More than anything, I also wanted to see more of Alan.

　　So I understand Lady Hilda.

　　I understand her sadness.

　　But, fortunately, I can finally see Alan more every day.

　　Before the teacher comes back or so.

　　Before Alan went to find the teacher.

　　I think

　　Look at him some more.

　　July 21. Overcast.

　　Lady Hilda was in tears today.

　　There was some joy and some sadness in her eyes.

　　I'm just sad.

　　Allen's condition did not improve.

　　Worry about him.

　　August 19. Overcast.

　　He is not half of me.

　　September 17. Rain.

　　I cried again today.

　　Lady Hilda looked at me and smiled.

　　The lady has some bad intentions.

　　Allen's condition is still not good.

　　Still worried about him.

　　Maybe I should start taking action.

　　For Alan.

　　And for Lady Hilda too!

　　October 23. Sunny.

　　Rudy and I came up with an idea that we hope will work.

　　October 24. Snow. (Blurred, water-stained, diary wrinkled)

　　Why? I have made up my mind this time and I am working hard.

　　Why do you just mess things up?

　　Sylphy. So useless.

　　Lady Hilda and Lord Philip were arguing, and the lady had no intention of recognizing Alan.

　　She was even sadder.

　　I'm so useless

　　Who can help me?

　　teacher

　　Help.

　　Alan, the person he needs is you.

　　——

　　November 1. Snow.

　　Lady Hilda stayed indoors.

　　I'm so useless

　　November 6. Snow.

　　Mrs Hilda is ill.

　　Blame it on me (blur)

　　November 17. Snow.

　　Heart disease?

　　January 2. Sunny.

　　Finally, today Mrs. Hilda is feeling a little better.

　　It's all my fault

　　January 9. Snow.

　　Alan had been looking gloomy lately when he visited Mrs. Hilda, and he was worried about her.

　　sorry.

　　I couldn't help.

　　January 15. Snow.

　　Lately Lady Hilda has been trying to comfort everyone with a smile.

　　But I could see that she was just forcing a smile.

　　She didn't want Alan to worry about her all the time.

　　January 16. Wind.

　　I've been self-destructing lately

　　This can't go on any longer.

　　I promised to protect Alan.

　　Lady Hilda was also working hard.

　　January 17. Wind.

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