The Cold Palace Bloom

Chapter 10: Chapter 10: Grandmother Reminiscing



The dim glow of an oil lamp flickered in the chamber, casting shadows across embroidered silk curtains. Madam Zhang sat in her carved rosewood armchair after returning from the palace, frail hands lying in her lap, fingers tracing the delicate fabric of an old robe. The scent of aged parchment and ink lingered, blending with the faint aroma of chrysanthemums from a vase by the window. 

She let out a weary sigh, her mind drifting to the woman who had stormed into their lives like an autumn tempest—her daughter-in-law, Zhao Qingyuan. 

Zhao Qingyuan was no typical woman of her time. While noble daughters were raised in demure obedience, she stood a force of nature—intellect and sharp tongue silencing even arrogant officials. She was known for her wit and bold criticisms, unafraid to denounce injustices festering beneath the Tang court's gilded grandeur. 

Madam Zhang closed her eyes, the past surging in with the rustle of silk and echoes of heated debates. 

She remembered their first meeting—Qingyuan striding into the Zhang household, head high, robes flowing like water. She spoke with confidence, meeting the judging gazes of men unflinching. 

"She was a rare one," Madam Zhang murmured. "Too rare for this world." 

Qingyuan's ink-stained fingers crafted scathing essays critiquing the empire's foundations. Even the Emperor faced her critiques. Whispers festered among officials—how dare a woman challenge the throne?

"She was not meant to be caged," Madam Zhang whispered, her trembling fingers gripping the robe. "And yet, we watched the world try to break her." 

Men feared her intellect and spirit. Suitors came and fled from her fiery words. She settled for Zhang Rui not for love, but exhaustion—from rejection, from the loneliness of being too strong. 

"She did not love my son," Madam Zhang admitted, wiping her eye. "But she tried… to find peace in her own way." 

Then tragedy struck. Whispers slithered through the estate. Sudden illness left Qingyuan pallid on silk bedding, her passionate hands cold and still. 

"She was taken too soon," Madam Zhang murmured, voice catching. "Too suddenly… too strangely." 

No clear cause. The unspoken truth lingered like incense smoke—unanswered. A woman who defied empires, whose words shook mountains, vanished too soon. 

The robe crumpled in her grip. "Did they silence you, Qingyuan?" Her whisper cracked. "Did their fear demand your silence?" 

A tear traced her wrinkled cheek. The past was immutable, unforgettable. 

Beyond the palace walls, her granddaughter Zhang Lian waged battles—echoes of Qingyuan's defiance. In Lian, Madam Zhang saw Qingyuan's fire—unquenched, enduring, unyielding. 

"Perhaps you still live," she whispered to the night. 

"Through her." 

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