Chapter 2: Smoke it Out
"Haaa…. Shit…." I couldn't help but mutter as I began skating down the road in the direction of the nearby skate park.
Was I upset in the situation? No not really in fact I was happy with mom falling in love and wanting to get married.
What I was feeling conflicted about was Pearl, and while she was a Nerd that wasn't the point, it's what I was feeling and it was awkwardness of the whole fucking situation.
See both my mom and Cassandra who was also Pearls mom were close friends it also meant that me and Pearl grew up together and that…. She clearly had developed feelings for me over the years but I don't know how to respond to those feelings and now things suddenly got extremely complicated with the fact she was now going to be my step sister from now on.
So I had to get my mind off of it and two things could be done to get my mind off of it, skateboarding and weed, both together is preferred so I pulled out my cell and made a call.
"Mmm what's up Bro? Need something?" A sleepy voice of a woman could be heard on the other side of the phone.
"Amber, can you meet me at our usual spot with the good stuff? I kinda need to get my mind off things." I say to her as she was my stoner friend that I met early on in Middleschool.
"Sure man, whateva you need, be there in a bit." She said to me and I hung up after giving my thanks before I popped my ear buds and began to listen to music.
🎵What I Got- Sublime🎵
California is a beautiful state, well so long as it's not on fire like it has a tendency to have happen all the time but the region that Monterey is located in got rain fairly often even during the hot summers, well at least often for southern coastal California.
"Lovin, is what I got!" I couldn't help but sing along to the song as I made my way down the road and after about close to ten minutes since I left the house I was nearby the skate park where I saw a few familar faces along with Amber who was sitting on the one of the benches with a joint in her mouth.
She looked like your typical stoner chick, you know baggy shirt, sweatpants, flip flops, a yellow bandanna on her head or sometimes a cap instead, and she had a heavy smell of weed on her, oh she also had this thing for these crystals that were supposed to cleanse her spiritually and align her chakras and what not, some hippy stuff or whatever.
"Eyyy man, how's your vacay been for you?" She said with a smile on her face while her eyes showed me she was already stoned with how bloodshot they were.
"It was alright until like half an hour ago, now I ain't in no good headspace and I gotta forget about it." I say as I sit next to her as I look her over and see the massive bulge between her legs.
In the past it made me depressed that I wouldn't live up to the size of Futanaris but being around for over 15 years along with knowing and seeing these things I just ultimately got over it, though I learned that only guys can satisfy both women and futas from the basics I looked up online since I haven't had a sex ed class in this life yet.
Though once a woman has been wrecked by a futa that unless they go through the process to have a vaginal tightening there's no way a guys cock will be able to pleasure them so ideally a guy can only fuck a futa due to the majority of them having smaller holes that only guys can fuck in this world.
"Ahh, I got it, I got it, here try this then and relax your mind." She says as she reaches into her pocket and pulls out a joint for me and hands it over letting me take it and putting it in my mouth before she lights it up for me.
I take a deep drag of the weed and slowly start to relax myself letting all my worries drift away as I watch a few others skating around the park.
She didn't ask anything or want to pry into my situation which made her a nice weed buddy to just hang out with.
"This is…. Nice…. Being able to hang with you an shiz…." She muttered to me as I looked at her as I was getting a bit high though I could tell she seemed…. Sad, and tired, it was a bit of both.
"Yeah…. You good?" I asked since I haven't seen her this down before, she's the happy high girl that laughs a lot when out of it, not the quiet high girl.
"Mmm?…. Not really…. My bf broke up with me is all…. Dunno…. Maybe wees was going to fast….. maybe our chakras didn't sync up…. Or whatever and broke up with me…." She said slowly between drags of her joint making me think that the bloodshot eyes wasn't all just from the weed but tears from crying as well.
"…. Sorry I brought it up…." Now I doubly felt like shit because of my situation and hearing her situation as well while I looked up at the sky to leave myself to my thoughts.
"It's cool..... Say, would you like…. Wanna go hang out at my place and just….. chill and shiz?" She asked me making me stop looking up at the sky and back at her.
Scratching my head I didn't know how to respond but really right now I needed to get my mind off of all my mom getting remarried and all of that.
So taking a long drag of my joint before pulling it away and letting the smoke out of my mouth as I looked at her as she was by smoking and was playing with her joint.
"…. Alright, let's hang at your place then." I say as she raises her brows surprised that I said yes before looking away and putting the joint in her mouth as I could see her ears getting slightly red while she rubbed the back of her head before grabbing her skateboard.
"Aight, let's go then." She said as I got up and grabbed my board and began to follow her off to her place.
Luckily this state was lax with its marijuana laws so we didn't need to worry about cops, but the cops didn't really patrol this area anyway so we were fine.
So after heading off for a few miles we ended up in the trailer park area of Monterey, though it wasn't a really seedy neighborhood or anything but it was better known as Stoner Park as it's where the city's drug dealers lived at and soon enough we came up to a rather nice looking trailer home.
"Welcome to Mi Casa, home sweet home I guess." She said unlocking the front door and letting me in as the smell of weed was heavy in here.
She lived by herself as she wasn't 'vibing' with what her parents were all about or something like that, but they were rich enough to buy her a trailer home for herself while covering for all her bills while she was only 16 years old.
She took off her flip flops while I took off my shoes, the place was messy but not with a bunch of garbage everywhere but just clothes, moonstones and other hippy stuff scattered about the place.
Oh and weed, there was lots all around the place but beside that it was alright, but this is what I needed right now, time to just relax and not think too much about things for now.
(Amber)